I am glad you found this blog, yet I am so sorry you are here because you are a survivor of suicide and your membership means you have lost someone you loved dearly to suicide. It doesn’t matter who you lost. Whether it is a husband or wife, son or daughter, father or mother, brother or sister, aunt, uncle, or friend or whether you loved or hated the person it does not matter, what matters is that person is gone and you have to deal with issues surrounding the suicide.
One way you can deal with this horrible loss is to come to this blog. Comment with poems, or writings, or just comment on how you are feeling, but by all means, comment. You see, you did not have a voice in the persons decision to take their own life, but you have a say as to how you want to heal.
So welcome and come here often and if you live in Tucson Arizona, please be sure to come to our meetings. They are the first and third Thursday of each month from 6:30pm-7:00pm at 2700 E Speedway the Catalina Methodist Church downstairs building H-30.
I feel worse now than I did in the begining. I think about suicide a lot of the time. If it weren’t for my 4 dogs….well, let’s just say I don’t know how they would make it. I read about Greyfriars Bobby, a little terrier in Scotland. When his master died, Bobby lay on his grave for 14 years. I guess he took bathroom breaks and I do know that people brought him food and water. There he stayed for 14 years until he died of a broken heart. I couldn’t bear to have my dogs suffer like that. It’s unthinkable.
I just wish Tim would come back, if he would just come back